ok if u hav been reading my tagboard for the past few days u will realise tat i failed my challenge on the 2nd day...i'm a loser!! sobz...

aniwae work has been getting better. met a lot of new frens in the firm and everyone is treating mi realli well. tues met cach to get my tickets for phantom of the opera. shanz tagged along too. goin to watch it on the 16th next month which is on a wed...meaning mambo whud be a big qn mark. caught 200 pounds beauty tat nite too. kim ah-joong is damn freakin hot!! she's hot when she smiles...she's hot when she cries...she's hot when she pouts...she's hot when she's angry...omg she's juz my new love man...she is officially goin to take over my wallpaper for next sem. sorry jessica alba altho u'll alwaes hav a place in my heart for being wif mi for so long...wahaha

met yingz for dinner yest. as a result of she being late for 45 mins...grr...cach n mongz who happen to be in the vicinity came to look for mi at raffles city. they bought donuts from donut factory and i had my firz ever donut from there. the moment i took a bite into the donut it juz melted in my mouth. everything after tat was juz estacy...best tasting donut i ever ate. wahaha...cach n mongs then left to go shopping while mi n yingz went to thai express for dinner. had tom yam noodles which made my stomach feel damn funny for the whole nite. i had to make 4 girls wait for mi while i visited the toilet...damn paiseh la...was waiting for ppl to arrive at st james when blackie called and suggested goin to mambo instead. ended up goin mambo and pangseh quite a lot of ppl in the process...feel damn bad man...i'm so sorry!! but it's not my fault k!

mambo was juz simply hilarious. i was the pimp of the day yet again...went wif leongzie michelle lynn blackie yingz shanz kim lyd michael james n joshua. bumped into joe jon yiwei melvyn n harry aso. i shall not go into details of wat happened if not i will get killed by 4 drunk girls...wahahaha...was supposed to leave at 2 but the music juz got better and better after 2 so we juz stayed all the way till the end. slept at 5 and had to wake up at 7 to wake shanz up for her interview. slpt on my sofa instead cuz i knew i whud juz concuss and not wanna wake up if i slpt on my bed. in the end still overslpt by half an hour. hee. had lunch wif shanz todae cuz she was slackin in town after her interview at pwc. shanz pls be reminded tat u owe mi tons for introducing u the job ya!! i was falling aslp on the job todae cuz i was simply too freakin tired. at juz 11 in the morn i was nodding awae while sitting at my desk...i seriousli hav to learn how to exercise some discipline the next time i go mambo man...went home straight to koonz after work and then met cach for supper. had a gd chat wif her which was something i haven done wif her in a long time. love!! ok its end of the week and tml is my payday!! woohoo!! hopefulli they will pro rate my pay and give mi more money pls!! muahaha!!

song of the day: avril lavigne - girlfriend

dsi: 7/7/6

@1:48 AM

firz day of non smoking campaign was a huge success. i did not touch a single stick of ciggie...wahaha...

work todae was pretty interesting. started off the day by joining 30 other smu students who were starting their intern in pwc todae. while they were introducing themselves all of them were from either yr 2 or 3. when i introduced myself as yr 1 i could see all their mesmerised eyes glued onto mi as i was speaking. juz because i started work one day earlier than them they tink i am more senior than them in the firm la...wahaha...work passed kinda fast todae giving the amount of stuff i needed to handle. i kept takin toilet breaks n all...also had lunch wif my colleague kelvin and his 2 gal frens who where all younger than mi. damn lucki for them to work at pwc even before they enter uni lor...

after work went to meet chloe. haven seen her in ages man...the last time i sat down n had a meal wif her was like earli last sem la...she's still as cute as ever...and as retarded as ever...hahaha i kept cracking jokes abt her n the newspaper banglah having an affair. totalli kept myself entertained thruout the nite man...wahaha...

the question now is should i move on or shud i stay? is watever i'm doin right or wrong? i'm confused...as usual...

dsi: 0! woots!

@1:35 AM

i have finished my last stick tat i hav available to mi for now...i have decided to challenge myself to see how long i can last without having to taste a ciggie...addy says i can't even last a day...i'm goin to prove her wrong man!! let's see how far i can push myself ya...wahahaha...more updates during the week. wish mi luck!!

song of the day: gwen stefani feat akon - the sweet escape

@2:47 AM

sometimes u dun need too many hints to noe tat its goin to be a bad day.

yest started off wif meeting jb at 330pm to get a new sling bag for work. went to bugis street to check out the bags there. found a nice leather sling bag tat looks realli nice for work. now i'm all ready for work. walked and stoned ard till 6 before jb went home.

was supposed to meet a fren at 6 which we ended up not meeting due to some misunderstandings. waited in sch alone till abt 7 and the feeling kinda sucked when u realise u came to sch for nothing. and the best thing is my fren is also pissed wif mi because of wat happened. haven had to handle this kind of situations since jc man...argh...

went home to watch soccer before yi kang n his two frens came to my house to play mj. i realli wanted to smack yi kang man...i was smoking in my room juz before they reach and when i went to open the door for them yi kang commented realli loudli tat i smell of cigarettes...and watz even better was tat my mum was in the living room as well. it got mi freakin pissed yet i could not show it. i din even dare to look at my mum when he made the comment la! played three rounds of mj till 7 this morn. conclusion was i lost in mj for only the 2nd time at home. and its not a small sum of 10 to 20 bucks oni cuz we were playin quite big.

stayed at home to catch up wif sleep todae. after losing in mj yest i din feel like goin out todae. realised i hav been spending money like water for the past week so stayin at home todae was a good option. this was probably the firz day i stayed at home since the exams ended so the feeling of sleepin the day awae was realli shiok...hahaha

i realli miss ya...

dsi: 5 / 3

@8:02 PM

holidays juz seem to pass so much faster than the term...hrm...

tues went to play soccer at the cage for the firz time wif the guys. after not exercising for such a long time i tired out juz after a meer 15 mins...then after tat everytime i subbed in i only could last 5 mins and had to come out alr...stamina fail...body was aching all over...went down to cchs to look for ms muneirah after washing up at home. the school is realli becoming more n more beautiful man...by the time i went down to sch most of the teachers were not there alr so i left after an hour. met addy n shanz at queensway to get some stuff from them. did lots of stupid stuff in the kid's section of ikea. addy u better dun post any pics of mi tat u took tat day lor...haha...then went to meet seek to go for sports bash at gotham penthouse.

its been a long time since the wakeboarders met up to party together. most of the wakeboarders turned up so it was rather fun. the progamme they had was pretty boring but the music at gotham was freakin good. haven enjoyed rnb this much in a long while. the best thing of the nite was the performance by 4 male strippers. they were strip teasing to all different kinds of songs and all the girls juz went gaga while the guys were juz practicalli grossed out. but on the overall it was quite eye opening...hahaha

had my pwc interview on wed morn. turned out it wasn't realli an interview but juz a briefing. my manager jo juz explained to mi wat the job entails and asked mi whether i'm up for it. of cuz my ans was obvious. rushed home and got changed to get ready for sports leaders camp in the afternoon which was held at nacli. was rather relieved when i saw many familiar faces attending the camp like russell and eugene. the rooms at nacli were freakin nice!! it looks juz like a resort man. the firz day of camp were juz team building activities and bonding sessions. our day ended at 845pm and tat was when the fun and bonding realli started - mambo.

the mambo peeps from the camp consisted of jerry eugene russell weijie joshua ck azleen mag jiayan suyi and some other ppl. we had to take 3 cabs to bring the whole group down to zouk. when we reached we met up wif leongzie lynn cach shanz joey jem n michael. then jackson came in to bring the party to another level. i bumped into him outside zouk where he told mi tat he had a bottle of chivas johnnie walker tequila jack daniels n champagne in his car parked at the carpark opp zouk. all of us went to drink our lungs out and went into zouk all feeling damn high. then at 2am we went out again to the car...this time round to fin the last remaining bottle of johnnie walker. cach was the lady of nite. she went ard giving out shots to ppl and then got herself piss drunk in the process. damn funny. we partied in a whole grp of abt 15 to 20 ppl everywhere we went so the feeling was simply awesome. stayed till the end and then went to have prata before goin back to camp to koonz.

had to wake up realli earli on thurs. had lectures till abt 3pm where we went to play soccer and basketball after tat. had a bbq at nite where we had free flow of prawns and sotong. damn sinful...after tat i left the camp earli cuz i wanted to go back and rest as i had to report to pwc the next day. in the end went to michael's place to play mj with ck leongzie while shanz shared one spot wif mi. after tat had teochew porridge at little india where we witnessed a damn tragic accident. ck n i were lookin at wat to order when we suddenli heard this realli loud crash followed by glass shattering on the road. we immediately rushed over to see wat happened. turned out tat a taxi which was probably travelling veri fast crashed into a motorcyle. the motorcylist was flung to the side of the road where he lied there motionless while his motorcycle grazed the road 10 metres ahead. from the looks of it i tink the motorcylist either died on the spot or probably is now in a coma given the extent of the crash. i can still hear the sound of the crash veri clearli in my mind rite now...moral of the story - nv ride a motorcyle...ever.

firz day of work at pwc todae. the dept was all female except for another temp staff. i was briefed on my job scope and started work promptly. my desk is located rite in front of the entrance of the office so i function as a receptionist as well...damn boring...watz even more boring is tat my main job is to print resumes tat ppl send in to apply for vacancies in pwc. for an hour i was clicking print on the com...so much for my firz office job. one thing i realli liked tho is tat they had a drinks dispenser in the pantry which you dun hav to pay for ordering any drinks. damn cool la!! went to meet up wif jb for dinner before heading home to catch up on some sleep.

met cach n shanz at bugis at 10pm. went to buy desert at liang seah st and went to this superbly nice fish soup restaurant on the adjacent road. the zha yu pian mi fen is realli damn solid. totalli love it. then cach had to go home so mi n shanz went to walla. bumped into dior at walla. haven seen her since exams ended. haha...went to adam rd to hav prawn noodles before heading home.

i've been tinkin for the past few days...i'm probably not ready for a relationship at this point of time...dun bother askin mi y...cuz if i had the answer i probably whud hav solved the problem long ago...y do all good things come to an end eventualli...sighz...

dsi: 7/7/5/5

wakeboarders


my buddy at camp


soccer frisbee n wakeboard


i love bbqs...haha


zoukians!!

@3:24 AM

so many things happened todae. i've nv had such a lucki day for such a long time liaoz...hee

was awaken by a phone call at 1030am in the morn from muthu regarding a job at price waterhouse coopers. he told mi he opted out of it and since i expressed interest the last time he told mi abt it he gave my name to the in-charge. moments later i received the phone call tat totalli made my day. i did up the job application form and was asked to go down for an interview on wed morn. woohoo!!

then went down to moral sac to check out on the garden. the last time mr wong called mi he told mi tat many plants got stolen. when i got there i still saw almost the whole garden still intact. made me worry for nothing. thank goodness todae mr wong fixed up the cctv so at least there will be no more stealing of plants. planning of the opening ceremony is still goin on fine so far. went home to stone for a while after tat before meeting up wif leongzie and blackie in town to shop for jac's present. as i was at home i received another call...this time round it was from ms munirah from cchs calling to ask mi abt doin relief teaching tml. i realli could not believe my ears abt wat has happened thus far todae man...but in the end the relief teaching post was taken up by other ppl. but i'm not complaining at all man...after all my hair is still dyed...the sch will probably kick mi out when they see mi in the morn assembly...haha

went to jac's condo at holland v to celebrate her 21st bdae. was tgt wif leongzie blackie siewj n ck at the party. then met charmaine nicole june synyi and a few others there at the party too. our grp juz tok nonsense for the whole period of time and i whud say i was rather entertaining and enjoyable. i sang in front of everyone la!! now when i tink abt it i feel damn paiseh...haha then after tat siewj ck n leongzie came over to my place for a game of mj. firz time i played wif them and i won 19 bucks!! thanks ck for sponsoring my share of jac's prez!! yeay!! ok damn tired liaoz...nitey...

dsi: 5

@5:05 AM

woke up realli late at 4pm todae. met up wif cach n shanz at 6pm for the 4th day consecutive and went to ps to fix my phone. then went to middle rd to have chicken rice. bumped into peixian n jiayan at the chicken rice place. wanted to hav mango sago at peace centre but it was closed...sadz...then cach headed home to sleep while i n shanz headed off to sentosa!

when we reached the beach tram station at palawan beach we found out tat there was this show called songs of the sea tat was starting in 5 mins. turns out tat it was the new location of the musical fountain tat moved to the beach from its old location. out of impulse and curiosity we bought tix to catch the show. the new musical fountain is no longer free...it costs us 6 bucks each to watch the show but this time the show had fireworks so i guess tatz y they needed to start charging for it...the show was pretty refreshing after not watchin it for so long but it was damn corny still...haha...after the show we sat by the beach for a nice long chat before heading to labrador park...woots...hahaha

i managed to drive shan's car safely in view of last nite's incident. phews. at labrador we walked to the end of the park which was the firz time i did so...saw a jetty at the end of it but pity it was locked so we could not enter. then after walking the park we headed over to east coast lagoon for supper. we stopped by at east coast macs to check to see if gelare was open but it was closed. when we arrived at east coast lagoon it was closed too...sobz...in the end i decided to find my way to fei fei wanton mee in joo chiat tho i had no idea exactli how to get there. luckily by chance after travelling thru the roads of joo chiat we managed to locate the stall. the wanton mee was realli nice and i'm so happi i finally know how to get to fei fei alr!! pats myself...it was alr 2am in the morn and we decided to call it a day. travelled 8 places in 8 hours. i feel damn happy todae!! yeay!! thanks shanz for an enjoyable nite!! love!! =>

dsi: 6

songs of the sea @ palawan beach


there was supposed to be a photo of shanz here but she forced mi to take it off...grr...

@2:48 AM

had a nice sumptious family dinner tonite at the seafood centre tat is damn famous for frog leg porridge juz next to my block. its quite nice to sometimes hav a dinner together as a family. the food was gd and realli filling. then it was off to ice cold beer to check on cach to see how she's doing on her firz day of work.

seems like i was not the only excited person abt seeing cach on her firz day of work. shanz n addy came along wif mi to give her support and so did joey too...even her parents came to support as well!! haha...played a few games of pool wif addy coupled wif a nice cold bottle of budweiser which shanz spilled half onto the table. pfft. after tat we headed to hard rock cafe to partey!

it as my firz time stepping into hard rock. the live band was realli good i can say...until it started playin malay songs...i juz flipped...hahaha...the majority of the crowd were malay so i probably can understand y they could pull off wif singing malay songs. i kinda liked the concept of clubbing at hard rock...with the live band alternating between rnb followed by trance n house...the nice kind of trance...not the ah beng kind...haha...left the place at 245.

was supposed to play mj but when we reached my place shanz was already fast aslp in the back seat of the car. decided to call it a day and i opted to drive shanz n addy home cuz i was the most sober among all of them. then something shocking happened. i bumped into a guy who was crossing the road when i was abt to make a turn at a junction. i wasn't able to notice him from the driver's seat cuz he was dressed in all black and happened to be at my blind spot. i was so freaked out i stopped for a moment to see if he was alrite. thank god he was still standing and did not suffer any injuries...i was rather thankful even though after tat he was staring at mi like he wanted to kill mi...hahaha...there goes my unblemished record for driving...sobz...i managed to drive shanz n addy back safely still but the incident is juz running thru my mind up till now. to the guy i bumped i'm terribly sorry for wat i hav done and i reali hope tat ur ok...now i'm realli scared tat karma will come back biting my ass...sadz...at the end of the day the moral of the story is nv dress in all black in the wee hours of the nite...cuz u nv noe wat will happen to u...smacks myself on the head.

dsi: 4

@4:35 AM

the summer hols are here!!! fa and biz law paper was alrite...i din manage to fin the biz law paper but i tink its too late to cry abt it alr man...i'm juz so relieved that its finally over!! woohoo!!

went down to tekong on thurs after my biz law paper to send my brother off into the army. there was a feeling of nostalgia when i stepped into tekong. i couldn't help but laugh throughout the whole period of time i was in tekong. all the familiar army equipment...the swearing in ceremony...the army bunks...juz bring back memories...good ones as well as the bad ones. happen so tat michael's girlfren's bro enlisted on the same day too...so i manage to meet him there too...damn coincidental la...oooh and my aunt gave mi money to go catch phantom of the opera!! damn happy!! then it was off to tampines to collect my contacts before heading home to sleep. was feeling damn tired after not slpin much for the past few days...

last night was juz hillarious. blackie woke mi up at 830pm to jio mi go dbl o with the rest of the gang. then i left the house earli to go meet cach shanz stumpie and mongs at havelock for bah kut teh. cach then drove mi to dbl o and i was supposed to be 20 mins late. ended up all tat were supposed to come were all still at home la!! decided against waiting for them and headed to stumpie's house to play mj instead. along the way they decided to drop by kim's place to do a surprise visit. i would say kim's room is realli damn nice...starting to give mi ideas of my house decor next time. n her mum is damn cool!! haha...aniwae kim jiayou for ur studyin!! it'll be over soon k! then when over to stumpie's house only to find out tat she had a mj table...but din hav a mj set...shanz cach n mi juz pengz...in the end we went for supper near stumpie's house.

after supper went back to dbl o to look for blackie n co. muz realli thank cach for waiting at dbl tgt wif mi...love!! at abt three plus we took cach's car to river valley to makan. i was driving while 6 ppl squeezed at the back of the car. when we drove past a police car we were so afraid tat we whud get stopped la...haha...last nite was a relatively big grp...blackie leongzie lynn jac james n ck. did some catchin up over supper at the prata stall before calling it a day.

woke up realli earli todae to go wakeboard wif mag . todae is like the day where everything went wrong. our session was supposed to be at 10 but cuz we tot it was raining we pushed it to 12 instead. i reached punggol mrt at 1130 to tk the bus. bumped into jac when i reached and found out at it did not rain for the whole morn. mag was late for half an hour so we headed out at abt 1230. after mag finished her 1st set juz before i could get into the water it started pouring. which meant tat i did not get to ride and spent the whole freakin time at punggol watchin mag ride!! damn furious...hahaha...after washing up we went to compass point to have lunch before heading home to continue my journey in dreamland.

after waking up met up wif cach to hav dinner near her place. then went over to clarke quay to meet up wif addy shanz n stumpie to go for this party at the clinic. the interesting thing abt this party is tat it was a lesbian party. first time i ever went for one. i whud say tat some lesbians are realli damn hot man. sighz...haha the party wasn't veri happening so we left at abt 2plus to play mj at my place. stopped by the coffeeshop near my house for some beer firz. i tink it was a veri long time since i had alcohol in my body man...hahaha...addy was on a roll for mj todae man...thank god i did enuff to juz break even...poor cach n shanz lost to addy but dun worry i will tk revenge for u 2 the next time we play k...addy how dare to bully my 2 dearies...u watch out ah!! =P

my life is starting to get back on track alr...for the past week i hav been rather affected by my exams and other issues...hopefulli as time passes i will be able to sort everything out and i will be back on track to loving my life once again...god bless!

dsi: 2/7/7

@6:17 AM

i'm in no mood for jokes. just one thing in my mind. fa.

2 more days to go.

dsi: 6

@11:24 PM

last burst of fire.

dsi: 6

@1:58 AM

it's interesting to see how time flies...before you noe it the week has come to an end.

this whole week can only be summed up wif one word. study. other words tat come along wif it are fa, biz law, ltb, sch, ntu, moral sac, jurong point, ding tai fung, balestier bah kut teh, spoilt earphones and home. ppl tat come along wif it are cach, shan, stumpie, becks, yingz, dior, mui, inez, puay yee, leongzie, jac, ck and vincent. i probably can still safely say tat i'm still in track in terms of my studyin. i tink everything depends on how much i can cover tml. initially wanted to stay in sch overnite again todae but decided against it cuz i wanted to reverse my body clock back. so here i am at home doing up an entry after such a long time.

this week has made mi discover so much abt myself. abt me, abt my frens, abt having a relationship, abt my studies and abt wat i exactli wan in life. i tink right now the most impt thing for mi are the ppl ard mi tat i hold dear...i will do everything in my ability to hold on to them for as long as i can...ok i tink i tokin nonsense alr...time to slp...long day tml...woosh!!

dsi: 7/3/6/5/4

@1:11 AM

woke up at 2. i was lazing ard until at 3 mun kit called mi up and mentioned abt having a meeting. i flipped and immediately rushed down to sch. still feeling a bit groggy from the fever...i walked ard having the feeling as if i was drunk...realli sucki feeling...

was planning to meet up wif dior to study in sch at night. then two things happened. firz dior msged mi n told mi tat she wasn't able to study cuz she had something on. then becks called mi in the least of my expectations and asked mi out for dinner. i tink someone up there is realli telling mi not to study tonight man...smacks myself on the head...haha...met becks and had dinner nearby sch before heading over to tampines to collect my contacts. after the eye review todae it turned out tat the eye infection i had did affect my previous eye test so they had to make another set of contacts for mi...which means i hav to go back to bloody tampines again...sobs...

since we were in the east alr went over to white sands mac to catch up on some studyin. poor becks had to handle the powerpoint slides for her entire grp so given my benevolent nature i felt obliged to help her out...hehe...becks u owe mi ice creams ah thanks!! studied till it was time for mi to catch the last train home but tat was not the end of my nite...wahaha

went to hansel's place to play poker. i'm telling u i seriousli suck at poker. not only am i not skilled in the game but the cards i got sucked to the max man!! managed to last for 2 hours while losing only 20 bucks is quite an achievement for mi...hahaha...when i cabbed back i was smiling to myself even tho i lost money...but one thing is for sure i'm goin to stay awae from poker till i feel luckier...hahaha

song of the week: nelly furtado - all good things (come to an end)

dsi: 6

@2:56 AM

i've been laying in my bed for the past 2 days suffering from a fever that went up to 39.0. thruout this 2 days i've been tinkin abt everything tat has been happening in my life for the last few weeks. it realli saddens mi to realise tat things can nv be the same as they are anymore. so much for having so many ppl by ur side tat u can confide in and trust in. suddenli everthing feels so surreal. i even come to a point now where i dun even noe watever i'm doin is right or wrong. the vengeful thot juz keeps lingering in mind...the thot of wanting to get back at those who took away from mi wat is supposedly mine.

i spent the whole of last nite watchin 11 episodes of heroes. despite mi still suffering from after effects of my fever...that show juz kept mi awake for the whole nite...not onli tat but it also got mi to question myself if i realli knew myself. i've alwaes tried my best to accomodate to everyone tat i can...to care for them and to be there for them whenever i can. but eventualli wat i ended up wif is disappointment and despair. i let my frens down...i screw up their lives...and i hurt myself in the process as well...i tink maybe its mi not slpin for the whole nite tat got mi tinkin the way i am now...hopefulli everything will come to an end after a gd slp...

pls tk this nightmare awae from mi...give mi back the life tat i used to hav...cuz i dunwan to be part of this wretched story no more...

dsi: 0/4

@8:53 AM